Thursday, April 21, 2011

Letter to Aunty

Dear Aunty, Last friday was a very hard day for me. the day before that, you called me and I didn't pick up your phone. All I care is my movie that I watched. I was thinking to pick up or call you later.

Until that day, I realized that was a last call from you. not just a last call but also last thing that I will get from you.

I still remember everytime I come home, you always make something. always have a very wonderful food. you have the best cook in the world after my mom of course. I still remember whenever you call me and we talk on the phone, you cried. you always cry. that's just your thing. cry all the time.

And now, no more call from you, no more food that you make, no more cry that I will hear. it's 6 days after you passed away. you broke my heart. I didn't get chance to meet you again.

Dear aunty, until now, I still regret what I did last thursday. didn't pick up your phone is the most stupid thing I ever did. what can I do now. God already called you.

How can I say my forgiveness, how can I say sorry to you now. I can't

All I can say now is a pray. pray for you to have the best place in heaven. pray for you to be safe in your grave...

Thanks for everything, I will never forget..... :(

with all my love to UWO....

Arlan

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